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Ma



With this entire buzz that Mother’s day is around the corner…It actually made me think! What shall I gift my” maama”. Then my thoughts answered back …NOTHING…SIMPLY NOTHING!.It did shock me immensely but…….
God just blessed my mother with the power of giving…not me...I cannot give her back anything.
Little did I realize that She shaped me…gave me my identity.Refined my qualities and just made me what I am today…which essentially means I am nothing without her. …
Can I return back all that to her..?.No...
Can I Compensate for the little sacrifices that she made every day to get the best out of me!? No...
Can I give back to her the 22 years that she spent on me …..? No…
Then how can a person just keep on giving without expecting anything out of me...
Oh how I hated when I would be taken to the dance lessions after school or the music lessions and then go back and again made to complete mah homework for the day. Aaaaa …I simply hated it and never did I realize why …why …Mama why are you doing this to me! Now when someone compliments me on mah dance moves “I am like Kudos...to my mama and her persistence that she went with me for the dance lessions”.I learnt it all but she was always there standing in the corner watching me..When I won a part of her was the winner...And it really made her happy …When I lost...She would be there with open arms...And say...”I Know my child is the best …and there’s always a next time...And this time we shall both work harder to make it happen”..!
My teenage years were fabulous cz mama became a friend. She had always been the first person I discussed my childhood fantasy...my dreams of making it big...my school gossips… my crushes…and my bf…(ya she was the first one to know ).But now she was a real friend..Cz..She didn’t shout back at me like I did…(I did take out all my frustrations and pent up anger on her).I Know that’s bad but everyone does it…She heard all that patiently cz I was never scared to share whatever I did..And I knew she would understand...And she did! .From saris to secrets we discuss everything…..
Aww those little fights that we have over chocolates; mama is very fond of chocolates and she is really bugging sometimes cz she always wants the bigger share! (A True friend indeed)
When I moved to London she would always call me every 2 hrs I know that’s hilarious but ya she did...aaa.hw many times I would shout at her and cut the phone saying “I am bzee mama “.But no that wouldn’t calm her down …she would again call back 2 hrs later to see if my work has been done and I am happy or not?.Her concern always brought a smile on my face …”How lovely even if I hang up.she would call me back…without being angry “!
She loves me because I am ME...And that feeling is so great!
Now when I am transcending to be a lady …I want to be so much like her…But will I be able to do that what she did for me …No I don’t think I can be as awesome as her…She is truly a gem of a person!Theres so much about her ..That I can simply keep on writing…
I am so very blessed to have her in my life …
Mama I love you…….Muaaaaaah …and a big *teady bear hug* for u…♥
“Ur friend “Lekhu….

2 comments:

Prithviraj Pradhan said...

Hey this means u have become a good writer. Very true words.
I felt of going n huggin my mom. Well this made me home sick again....

The Perfect ...One said...

Ahaan realli ...wen wasnt I a gud writer anyway !!...Well SPEECH is my power I guess u know that ...But writing ...is an innate talent I onli write abt things close 2 my heart !:)...Great it u felt lyk goin n hugging ur mom ...Dat means ..i ws able to touch sum emotional cords ..And I am happy abt that !:)

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