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Pleasure Paradox



Frugal are thoughts that rekindle this mind …I often wanted to be tied down within the reign of the marital bond .The sanctity behind the whole organism of marriage marveled me. I needed to within the arms of my beloved ….I needed his warmth by my side. Its not that I never found the perfect love …But the love that was so perfect came at an imperfect time.

When, I had nothing to commit to that person. I couldn’t because I had already been into a marriage of 2 long years. I had everything that life could offer me a loving husband a kid a year old. But I still I lost myself to the charms of that stranger. He was my next door neighbor quite friendly to mingle with. I remember the first time he walked into my life his childlike mannerisms caught my eye and touched my heart forever. Things flowed down after that he and husband became the perfect pals. Its often a blessing to find someone in a new place and he became an avid visitor after that .I would often observe him from the far end of the room when he came over to have a chat with Ronit, at 27 he was still a child at heart …He took life as it was…I loved that thing in him

What pulled me to him was he was reverse of what my husband had been for years. While Ronit was an epitome of perfection …this unknown stranger was a perfect replica of me …So imperfect …so immature and so lovable. Days into marriage when I was forgetting the little pieces that made me. This new stranger revived all that into my lonely, sultry life. He made me laugh and it was the first hearty laugh that I had in days

Then one day he told that he loved me…I stared at him in an anxiety stricken state what audacity did he have to talk to a married lady like this …?? But then he had always been this honest and spontaneous in his actions….He didn’t ask me for a commitment..But still juxtaposed my life …

He kept stating that he needed me…he would give me all the love that I needed …all the dreams that I had crushed in this two years of marriage with Ronit would become a reality ….But what about the life …the world that I had weaved all this while …

My heart longed to be in this strangers arms..Rest my head on his heart and lose myself to this love alround.But, Is life that easy to decode …easy to move on..

He had no strings attached while I had two lives who depended on me …There was this huge conflict of heart when I had to choose between my happiness..and the people whose happiness depended on me…Suffocated with these thoughts my heart cries out in pain …Sometimes the greater mysteries of life have their answers in the prayers that we called in ….My heart still waits for an answer …An answer which the almighty has…

8 comments:

Chintan said...

true story? i didn't find the tag fiction in there so thot of asking...i liked the post!

thalkesh said...

i liked it so much that i don't have words like you.this is life

thalkesh said...

a beautiful story unfolding as it was my story.i liked it very much

Cindrella said...

Oh my GOD!! Very well expressed! Loved your way of writing! You have a new follower :)

The Perfect ...One said...

@ Chintan ...Nopes This isnt a True Story ...its sheer Fiction ..thank u so much for liking it ! :)

The Perfect ...One said...

Thank You Thalkesh ,..It always feels good when one's wrk is appreciated :)..Keep Reading ...Followd blog 2 keep me Inspired ! :)

The Perfect ...One said...

@ Cindrella Aww Sweetheart Thank U so mch for being a friend ....Be around ..and keep me inspired with your views..Cheers ! :)

Pranab said...

beautiful.. awesome... speciallly the flow if expressions... keep it up. it's the first article am reading in the blog and am just feeling like getting stuck to it. :-)

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