The strangeness in the sea ..the wistful eyes have been my constant ally for years now. I look disconnected from this whole world .."Why"...oscillates within me these days...
I know the storm is impeding ...years in accord with the sea I know when the sea is choleric ...when its vehemence is going to pierce through me..So I wait in premonition to fuse within its behemothic arms ...
The rain melts down my bare skin..I wait... I know its going to be all over in minutes -- now..and that injects a sense of blessedness.Years of existence in isolation and pain its all going to be over ...my soul...gets the freedom it deserves..
Theres a hard thrust on my arms and I am pulled back towards the shore ..with anger mounting on me I look into a strangers eyes..
"Who are you ? ..leave me alone I screech ....
He pulls me into his arms ...calm down things will be fine !I continue my struggled to fled ...Why did he have to pull me back ...Seconds before my heavenly abode he had to scatter it forever...The roaring sea..breaks my thoughts ..the storm is getting stronger ...I can sense it !..
Suddenly with the strike of thunder the waves overtake us ...Its just seconds and we are in the sea !..Choked with water I clung to his arms ..He swims back again to the shore with me locked as a baby in his arms.Far away in corner I could see people waving their hands as a ridiculous clock out of corner.The air mirrored a sand storm ..and the suddeness of rain made it difficult to see.
Its a hurricane he wispers in to my ears . I am least in mood to know what it is I am happy to complete my dreams of finishing this endurance.I had enough to know this life ! But he is determined to save me ....
And he does ...
I wake up in a hospital with the scent of fresh blue orchids ..(my favorites ) I look around ..when a nurse smiles at me "You are fine" ..
Here he left this letter for you ...I open To read
"Life is just a chance to grow a soul."..You had already given up your life ..its part of my life that is lighting the life within you...Think twice before killing me again..
Anxiety stricken I look at the nurse ..where is he ?...He passed away an hour ago ..He dreamt to see you wake up with fresh orchids which he said were his favourites ..and this note !
Baffled I look at the note ..The Nurse tries to passsify my thoughts " I am sorry he must have loved you dearly to give up his life for you !!..."
Strange are the ways of life I didnt even know who he was...but I had his soul germinating within me ...I close my eyes to give a name to this relationship ....finding none ..I mourn his death ...
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2 comments:
beautiful :)
regards,
Weakest Link
Thanx dear
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